Pain - lose the legs

Sometimes I want to lose my legs
below the knees.
I hope that takes the pain away from me.

How can it hurt so much?
It's just a little thing.Too much sugar in my blood.
Turns out it's quite a big thing as my nerves are now a dud.

I'm a shell of what I was.
No energy.
No focus.
No sleep.
No man.
Why do I bother to dream of the place I thought I'd be?
It's not a view that I shall ever c.

Thanks for Listening.